Writer's block

"Lord, when doubts fill my mind, when my heart is in turmoil, QUIET ME and give me renewed hope and cheer." Psalms 94:19

I have really bad writer's block right now. (not that I am a writer, or apparently a speller today) I feel like I have been so attacked with doubts, aggravation, frustration and whatever. If it is not one bad thought, it is another. I shut down one bad thought to be hit with another. For almost 2 weeks now, this has been going on. I really need this verse right now. I think it is perfect timing.

Tommorrow is Say Yes to God Tuesday. So hopefully I will be better by then. I read chapter 1 already but I need to re read it to refresh my memory. I really want this to stick.

I can't believe how fast this year is going by. My son Willie turned 13 in January. I think he has grown at least a foot and a half this year. I was looking at a picture of us at Rock City last year and right beside that was one of us at Jacqui's wedding, that is when you really notice the difference when they are side by side. He has his first girlfriend now and I am trying so hard to be good. It is so hard but I don't want to warp him :)

Jacqui got married in February, on our Anniversary. David and I both forgot that one, I can't really blame him because I forgot too. My aunt asked him how long we had been married, he got the most horrified look on his face, dropped what he was doing and ran to find me and tell me happy anniversary. He did come back and let her know that we have been married for 21 years that day. Now she is moving to Texas on Wednesday. She is going to be 13 hours away instead of 10. I hate that but I think she needs to do it. She will be okay, she has a good head on her shoulders and a good husband to help her.

Kelsey will be 18 in a few days and then she graduates high school. I am really trying to savor the time rather than rush from event to event. I am still not sure what kind of Birthday party I am going to give her, I do think it needs to be special but then there is a graduation party to plan also. My mom and sister are coming in for that, hopefully more family. Jacqui and Miles will fly in from Texas. Miles will be 6 this year, that is really amazing. I really wish I could see him more. He came to my house for a few weeks last summer and I think it traumatized him, he wouldn't speak to me, look at me or let me near him for months and he still won't ride in my car.

My Sunday School class is killing me, but hopefully I will get better at that also. I am off to do more research right now. We are learning about Jonah this week. Yeah!